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[Dec. 8th, 2005|08:16 pm] |
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Spiderbite boredom led me to make a new lj... so my new username is phylicorice bye ya'll......... |
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[Nov. 24th, 2005|12:13 am] |
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I'm so lonely.
I hate to rant or whatever but I miss all the people who used to be my friends and just stopped being there. And I cant single anyone out because I really cannot think of one person (here) who is still my friend that used to be. Hmmmm.... I can understand my far away friends, well, some of them..... others I cannot.... But oh well, when you got nothing, you got nothing to lose..... At least I don't have anything to lose (except him).....
Well, tomorrow shall be the first lonely Thanksgiving. Me and my dad at a restaurant. Whooopeee....
The last words from my mother: yep. And that was the only thing she said to me in about 5 days and that was 3 days ago. Oh well....
Sorry, I just feel abandoned. And it hurts.
My Xanga is more positive. By the time I get to updating LJ after looking at my friends' page, I'm usually so upset that I never talk to Thomas anymore that I can't even have one shred of happiness.
Whatever. |
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[Nov. 6th, 2005|06:46 pm] |
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| | So Beautiful by Darren Hayes | ] |
Now it's just me and my dad. No mom. Gone.
And one of my favorite cousins is in the hospital and almost died in a car wreck.
Lovely.
Oh and my grades are terrible. Seriously terrible. Beyond terrible. And I wish I was meaning terrible like most kids who think one B is terribly failing. Ha. |
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[Oct. 15th, 2005|12:50 am] |
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I'm updating from one of my roommates computer in the gorgeous state of PENNSYLVANIA!!!!!!!!!!! My view is gorgeous! Getting here was really delayed and sucked and I took the wrong luggage............. so I have NOTHING......... no clothes........... no NOTHING..... okay?? It sucks...... I had to borrow a tshirt to sleep in and my roommates are JOSH AND SJ.......... yeah......... yeah......... That's all I can say.... Everyone had delayed flights... Which means we haven't really gotten to have any of our workshops yet... I know..... But tomorrow we are presenting at the William Way center... I love being a part of this team... I really feel like I'm making a big difference... or at least helping to be a part of some big changes... It helps me to become a better person... And it helps me work for a really great cause.... CAMPAIGN FOR SAFER SCHOOLS!!!!!!!!! WOOOHOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WISH ME LUCK, YA'LL!!!!!!!!!!! |
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[Oct. 2nd, 2005|02:28 pm] |
Homecoming was eventful...
I start work tomorrow...
I'm procrastinating...
I haven't talked to anyone about a great amount of things that I need to...
*giggles*
I heart everyone...
And I've lost 5 pounds in 2 weeks...
HALLELUJAH! My favorite jeans from 8th grade almost button... Those jeans are the SEX!!!!!!!!!!
OH AND HONDIE BABIE WILL DEFINATELY BE FIXED BY HALLOWEEN AT THE LATEST!!!!!!
I'm flying to PA in two weeks... Hopefully my parents won't go on the rampage and call everyone, even in Alaska...... kekekeke...... |
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[Sep. 28th, 2005|09:10 pm] |
Hmmmmm...
Tried to hack into my Brubby's email account to leave him a note, but he either changed the password or I forgot... either way, it troubles me... I heart Thomas very much........ but...... well, I guess everything changes.... I guess I just liked being his Phylilly....... :((
Randy also troubles me... being his friend is so hard right now... especially now that I know he played me as well as he plays every girl he can... Ouch... I just... Ouch... I don't know why it hurts... Actually I do, I just don't care to discuss it.
Chris is great. The end. |
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[Sep. 25th, 2005|11:44 am] |
I heart Chris!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It's weird how someone can come along in such an unexpected way and make everything all better........ aaaaaawwwwwwwwww...........
Eggyolk RULES!!!!!!!!!! |
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[Sep. 25th, 2005|02:49 am] |
Wow...
All I can say is....
Maybe there is fate..... |
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[Sep. 25th, 2005|12:56 am] |
Don't blame other people for not being there when you don't allow them to be.... Maybe this is another lesson to learn..... Don't try so hard to be there for someone who doesn't want you to be.... You'll only get blamed for NOT BEING THERE later on..... like when you need their support.... and vice versa.....
And sometimes inanimate things carry more meaning for some people.....
Thomas, I love you... Please, don't do this to me..... Just let me be there.... I try...... I thought you knew..... but I guess you don't.... |
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[Sep. 22nd, 2005|05:50 pm] |
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Yesterday I spent over 2 hours washing, detailing, being more in love with Hondie Babie... Today someone took the liberty of hitting my car... It had to be towed home... What a wonderful day... |
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[Sep. 19th, 2005|06:55 pm] |
I've been pretty depressed lately just because my brothers have their birthdays coming up soon. It's hard to explain... Even if I could, people don't understand... Well, anyways... Kyle's birthday is October 5th and Jordan's is October 15th.
No matter where you are... no matter who you are... whatever you become... whatever you are... I love you... I love you both more than anyone in the whole entire world... You are perfect to me... You always will be... |
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[Sep. 19th, 2005|04:27 pm] |
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| | KEITH!!!!! AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! | ] |
I got the...
KEITH URBAN CD!!!!!!!!!!
Well one of them anyways...
I'm chatting with someone and I'm intrigued and can't focus on this entry...
TTFN |
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| 20 random things tag or whatever........ *shrugs* |
[Sep. 18th, 2005|06:44 pm] |
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| | SUPERFANTASTIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! | ] |
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| | KEITH!!!!! AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! | ] |
1. I'm reading the Namesake by Jhumpa Lahiri
2. I REALLY love Keith Urban
3. Quik Shakes are awesome
4. I need to decorate my locker even more..... seriously......
5. I finally learned what DKNY stands for last night
6. There's a red coffee cup on my desk
7. I want to be a pumpkin for Halloween
8. Stormy IS Lucifer... swear to God.......
9. I can't drive WITHOUT music
10. I want to learn how to drive a stick shift.
11. I have to go to the grocery store soon
12. I'm taking this quiz to procrastinate
13. My grades are rockin'
14. DAYS GO BY I CAN FEEL IT FLYIN' LIKE A HAND OUT THE WINDOW IN THE WIND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
15. My ears are burning from listening to Keith over and over on headphones....
16. I wanted to rip that armadillo's tail off and beat him with it..... mwahahahahahaha
17. I'M AWESOME!
18. YOU'RE AWESOME!
19. LIFE IS AWESOME!
20. BE AWESOME EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!! WWWOOOOOOOOHHHHOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!! |
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[Sep. 18th, 2005|05:41 pm] |
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| | Days Go By ~ Keith Urban | ] |
Okay, music has been super driving me nuts lately..... I LOVE IT MORE THAN EVER!!!!!!!! AND I ALREADY LOVE IT MORE THAN ANYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Okay, so here's what I'm totally diggin' lately........
3. More Than Words by Frankie J..... I already love him, but that song...... LOVE IT!!!!!! I didn't even like the original all that much either........
2. Because of You by Kelly Clarkson... Yeah, and I was never SUPER into her or anything.... minus what Patrickio burned for me...... and....
1. 
I LOVE HIM!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! I'VE NEVER EVEN BEEN INTO COUNTRY, OTHER THAN A LIL RASCAL FLATS, BUT MY GOSH!!!!!!!!!! If I had monies, I'd go and buy all of his cds.... gooooosssshhhhhhhhh..... I CLAIM HIM, SERGIE!!!!!!! HA!!!!!!! OWNED!!!!!!!!!! :p <3 KeItH uRbAn!!!!!!!!!! |
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[Sep. 16th, 2005|04:16 pm] |
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Someone wrote my name on their shoe... *melt, melt, melt* |
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[Sep. 12th, 2005|04:47 pm] |
Isn't it strange that the only reason I get on lj is to read Sergie's lj? Jah... but his entries make me feel all better because they're ORIGINAL... and unlike most every other person on the planet, I can count on him to be original... So here's my whole update just for Serge and no one else! I've been working on my Spanish... PORQUE ME HASTAS ESTOS??????????!!!!!!!!!!! Mwahahahahaha.......... Only it interferes with my French... which may explain why I prolly failed my Le Monstre dans le Metro test today.... I kept thinkin' in Spanish... it was pretty funny... Ummmmmmm........ not much going on really........ I just do what I have to do..... Try to sort through 99% of the nonsense that occurs on a secondly basis...... Have learned the valuable lesson that anyone who claims to be different is the same... hence, guys... "I'm not like any other guy... I hate guys in fact..."...... And two seconds later you've got someone's hands all over you and all you think is different, my bum......... I'm kinda sick of the way people act, especially myself... I'm just... different... ha ha ha........ I need a break... Thank goodness I'm going to PA in a month... Those kids are unlike any other people in the whole world... I'm so comfortable around them... I actually have fun and can be crazy and not have to worry..... Unlike all the superficial people I know how think everything is so cut out and you have to be ONE way or you're nobody... It doesn't work that way... With this group of people, everyone is so complex and opposite of each other, and yet it works out so well....... I love belonging to such a wonderful group.... Well, I'm done with this entry... But Sergie, hey, can I email you? Where? I hate not talking to you all that much... :((
Oh and here's to the other one I love........... I'VE GOT THE CONSUMPTION!!!!!!!! GIVE ME THE CURE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And the other OTHER one..... I'm sorry I put you through so much... but this just feels like....... like something I have to have...... I can't explain it but I've never felt like this...... It makes me go insane... I just...... I hate to make you feel the way I make you feel... I love you...... incredibly much...... *cliched, I know* |
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[Aug. 29th, 2005|07:51 pm] |
OUCH! This *some measure of time I can't even define* is just an endless slap in the face. I don't feel like explaining.
Thomas, I love you tons!
Sergie, you're so freaking awesome! |
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[Aug. 20th, 2005|01:31 pm] |
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I GOT THE CAR!!!!!!!!!! I GOT THE CAR!!!!!!!!! IT'S PERFECT!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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