||[Nov. 24th, 2005|12:13 am]
I'm so lonely.
I hate to rant or whatever but I miss all the people who used to be my friends and just stopped being there. And I cant single anyone out because I really cannot think of one person (here) who is still my friend that used to be. Hmmmm.... I can understand my far away friends, well, some of them..... others I cannot.... But oh well, when you got nothing, you got nothing to lose..... At least I don't have anything to lose (except him).....
Well, tomorrow shall be the first lonely Thanksgiving. Me and my dad at a restaurant. Whooopeee....
The last words from my mother: yep. And that was the only thing she said to me in about 5 days and that was 3 days ago. Oh well....
Sorry, I just feel abandoned. And it hurts.
My Xanga is more positive. By the time I get to updating LJ after looking at my friends' page, I'm usually so upset that I never talk to Thomas anymore that I can't even have one shred of happiness.