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(no subject)	[Dec. 8th, 2005\|08:16 pm] spirit_ace_07
Spiderbite boredom led me to make a new lj... so my new username is phylicorice bye ya'll.........
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[Nov. 24th, 2005|12:13 am]

spirit_ace_07

[	mood	\|	bitchy	]
[	music	\|	Aslyn	]

I'm so lonely.

I hate to rant or whatever but I miss all the people who used to be my friends and just stopped being there. And I cant single anyone out because I really cannot think of one person (here) who is still my friend that used to be. Hmmmm.... I can understand my far away friends, well, some of them..... others I cannot.... But oh well, when you got nothing, you got nothing to lose..... At least I don't have anything to lose (except him).....

Well, tomorrow shall be the first lonely Thanksgiving. Me and my dad at a restaurant. Whooopeee....

The last words from my mother: yep. And that was the only thing she said to me in about 5 days and that was 3 days ago. Oh well....

Sorry, I just feel abandoned. And it hurts.

My Xanga is more positive. By the time I get to updating LJ after looking at my friends' page, I'm usually so upset that I never talk to Thomas anymore that I can't even have one shred of happiness.

Whatever.

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[Nov. 6th, 2005|06:46 pm]

spirit_ace_07

[	mood	\|	Absolutely horrible	]
[	music	\|	So Beautiful by Darren Hayes	]

Now it's just me and my dad. No mom. Gone.

And one of my favorite cousins is in the hospital and almost died in a car wreck.

Lovely.

Oh and my grades are terrible. Seriously terrible. Beyond terrible. And I wish I was meaning terrible like most kids who think one B is terribly failing. Ha.

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(no subject)	[Oct. 15th, 2005\|12:50 am] spirit_ace_07
I'm updating from one of my roommates computer in the gorgeous state of PENNSYLVANIA!!!!!!!!!!! My view is gorgeous! Getting here was really delayed and sucked and I took the wrong luggage............. so I have NOTHING......... no clothes........... no NOTHING..... okay?? It sucks...... I had to borrow a tshirt to sleep in and my roommates are JOSH AND SJ.......... yeah......... yeah......... That's all I can say.... Everyone had delayed flights... Which means we haven't really gotten to have any of our workshops yet... I know..... But tomorrow we are presenting at the William Way center... I love being a part of this team... I really feel like I'm making a big difference... or at least helping to be a part of some big changes... It helps me to become a better person... And it helps me work for a really great cause.... CAMPAIGN FOR SAFER SCHOOLS!!!!!!!!! WOOOHOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WISH ME LUCK, YA'LL!!!!!!!!!!!
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(no subject)	[Oct. 7th, 2005\|05:17 pm] spirit_ace_07
w h a t e v e r
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mwahahahahah

[Oct. 2nd, 2005|02:28 pm]

spirit_ace_07

[

music

George Michael

]

Homecoming was eventful...

I start work tomorrow...

I'm procrastinating...

I haven't talked to anyone about a great amount of things that I need to...

*giggles*

I heart everyone...

And I've lost 5 pounds in 2 weeks...

HALLELUJAH! My favorite jeans from 8th grade almost button... Those jeans are the SEX!!!!!!!!!!

OH AND HONDIE BABIE WILL DEFINATELY BE FIXED BY HALLOWEEN AT THE LATEST!!!!!!

I'm flying to PA in two weeks... Hopefully my parents won't go on the rampage and call everyone, even in Alaska...... kekekeke......

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(no subject)	[Sep. 28th, 2005\|09:10 pm] spirit_ace_07
Hmmmmm... Tried to hack into my Brubby's email account to leave him a note, but he either changed the password or I forgot... either way, it troubles me... I heart Thomas very much........ but...... well, I guess everything changes.... I guess I just liked being his Phylilly....... :(( Randy also troubles me... being his friend is so hard right now... especially now that I know he played me as well as he plays every girl he can... Ouch... I just... Ouch... I don't know why it hurts... Actually I do, I just don't care to discuss it. Chris is great. The end.
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(no subject)	[Sep. 25th, 2005\|11:44 am] spirit_ace_07
I heart Chris!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's weird how someone can come along in such an unexpected way and make everything all better........ aaaaaawwwwwwwwww........... Eggyolk RULES!!!!!!!!!!
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(no subject)	[Sep. 25th, 2005\|02:49 am] spirit_ace_07
Wow... All I can say is.... Maybe there is fate.....
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(no subject)	[Sep. 25th, 2005\|12:56 am] spirit_ace_07
Don't blame other people for not being there when you don't allow them to be.... Maybe this is another lesson to learn..... Don't try so hard to be there for someone who doesn't want you to be.... You'll only get blamed for NOT BEING THERE later on..... like when you need their support.... and vice versa..... And sometimes inanimate things carry more meaning for some people..... Thomas, I love you... Please, don't do this to me..... Just let me be there.... I try...... I thought you knew..... but I guess you don't....
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